Discernment
So for a few months now, the prospect of joining the religious life has been on my mind. I mean for all that matters, I am really just open to any vocation God calls me to follow. There is no particular vocation which I'm more swayed towards to, be it single life, marriage, of religious life. It's all a very neutral feeling. It's hard though, to actually figure out what God's plans are for us. It is not an easy task. It is not an overnight thing where you ask God to tell you what He wants you to do and the next day, BAM, there you go – you realize what you're supposed to do all this while. No. It doesn't work that way. If only it was this simple. As we all know, God works in mysterious ways. Discernment is a long process that often lasts for years. We need to first have a relationship with him. Praying and having a community is important. As Sr. Jane (one of the senior FMM nuns) shared, discernment is not an individual journey but one that we take with others.