Begin Anew
When I go through my blog, I notice a very big difference in terms of where I stand and what my views on things are. I go from one end to the other end very fast. It's just a roller coaster of emotions and me wanting to hold on to the truth the world has given me. Unwilling to let go of that, I fail to see the better good in front of me. My surroundings was the biggest distraction I faced in terms of me being away from God for a while now. Now that it's semester break, it definitely have given me plenty of alone time with Him to think, ponder, reflect and act differently from what I was previously doing which was close to nothing in regards to my prayer life. I don't know how or when my previous efforts stopped but I know for sure that without keeping a close eye and maintaining this sort of mindset and goal, it's easy to fall back into the place I was in, so easy to just let go and agree with the ideas of the world. Speaking for camp is definitely a huge step up