Inner Altercation
What's the use of giving my all when I know it isn't good enough? What's the point of fighting so hard when the light at the end of the tunnel seems so dim? I might as well just succumb to pressure and fall into a pit of darkness. What is left when all hopes are crushed, when all dreams are squandered? I am suppose to achieve the standard you've set for me but yet I fail to do so. You could say I've tried my best. Yes. But does that make me feel any better? No. Because my best isn't good enough for the world. My best means nothing if it isn't your standard of “best". Scoff. I would like to laugh right now if I could. But all that's coming out is tears, as if my heart is bleeding. I can't stop them from flowing because I'm internally devastated. How can I feel good when I've let you down? How can you console me when I myself cannot accept the mistakes I've done? Oh, how I wish I could go back in time. Come to think of it,