My Top 2 Struggles Are Back For 2019
It's been half a year since my last entry. Where did all the time go? As I look back at the first half of 2019, there were so many things that happened, so many things that I've overcome and yet many more challenges continue to arise. I remember how the end of 2018 felt. I remember being thoroughly scared for the coming year, afraid of all the new and unknown things that were to come especially in terms of work. My anxiety spiked once again after working hard at it for 3 months from August till October 2018. The first day of work in the new year came and there were so many more new processes to get used to, more work load as the pressure to hit a better KPI was set. I knew I had to get help and so I did. Counselling at Monash started in early December and lasted till February around the Chinese New Year period. That became for me a constant space to go to after a hard day at work. Some weeks were better, others not so. The process was gruesome to put it. It was a tiring