Near Death Experience

As I was in the car, milliseconds turn to seconds for me. It was true how people say when you're at the edge of death, you'll experience something else. Before I felt the impact, at that very moment, it was as if time stood still. My car was hit but so many thoughts went through my mind before the impact hit me.

Like it honestly amazes me how time can actually stop while my mind is in a whirlwind of rambling thoughts, one, more profoundly than the others is, “I'm screwed".

BAM. My car skidded, sounds of glass shattering, hearts thumping, hands shaking... I came down from the car and inspected the damage. It was honestly huge. Like if the other driver didn't dodge, it was sure to hit me right at the side.

I think I was more scared for Michelle than myself. Well.. Technically I am scared for myself but not in that sense. I dreaded having to call and face my dad. ._.

My car.

His car.

This is my second time in the police station in 3-4 months. Second time to pay RM300 saman. Second time to get demerit for my P licence. Just when my car was sent for service for about rm2k+, here comes another bomb.

I honestly don't know anymore. My role in my PA drama as an angel of death seems so much like a bad luck now.

Trust me when I say I'm broke yet again even though it is just the beginning of the month. I would appreciate it if people would just spend me food everyday. T_T Especially those 17 people who owe me one for their Hubungan Etnik quiz.

PLEASE.
KIND SOULS.

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